People have been telling me it gets better for years, but what if some people never feel happier? What if I’m one of those people? One of the ones who can’t be saved
metagnostic-deactivated20200809:
while you were hitting the juul, going to college, having casual sex, driving your car, and eating takeout food, i died horribly under mysterious circumstances in a national park. and my body was never found again
literally the worst part of mental illness is that sometimes you become hyper-conscious of what’s happening and you just sit there thinking “why am i acting like this? why am i like this?! this can’t be a normal reaction!!!” and you just get even more irrational and frustrated cuz why are you so fucked up
I Hate being so paranoid bc of how much everyone has hurt me in the past
